its been a while. basically i just do the Myspace thing now. but uhm...i read my poem today at lunch in front of my school. i was TERRIFIED. i dont do well in front of crowds. but i got claps and stuff and ppl who i've never even talked to said i did a good job and stuff so that was boo. but basically i just wanted to get on here cuz today was my baby's 6th birthday. tyrell!!!! omgosh i love him to death. more than most things on this earth. but i just wanted to wish him a happy birthday, but i did call him today (he lives in texas right now until may) and........that's about all. plus im still in the everlasting search for a prom date. hmm....and all other drama that's been goin on for like the past two weeks. but whatever. im goin to bed. gone.

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"[Verse 1]
Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, asked him how it's been
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

[Hook]
And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

[Verse 2]
We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shared a couple laughs, shared some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that

[Hook]
And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

[Bridge]
Now the truth is it hurts but I know that the fault is mine
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messin' with my mind (Because I know)

[Chorus (2x)]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love"

that's my jam. TRUTH IS by Fantasia. i guess in a sense i can relate. i wrote a new verse too. its like 2 pages. but im not puttin it on here, at least not for the public. maybe on private. cuz its really personal. i may only let like 1 or 2 ppl read it.

yesterday i went to the mall wit kayla, jae, and bb. jae and bb took pics and im tryin to come up on some money so i can go buy my outfit cuz i dont wanna go dippin into my bank account but if push comes to shove.....but yeh, its an all black and white outfit and i want it sooooooooooooo bad. its not an outfit exactly. but just different clothes that i put together from different stores. yeh so....kinda sleepy. bout to go watch videos. and im sposed to call YOU back since you wouldnt talk to my "ma". makes me wonder....anyways, holla front. gone.

man. if delton was 18. it would be ALLLLLLLLLLLLL over. lol. thats boo tho. he's tha lil homie. uhm.....today we had a scrimmage against clairemont and horizon. we won both. we killed clairemont 25-10 and horizon was somthin like that too. rosie thought they were gon win cuz the program their in you have to pay a grip of money to get in. and i was like, money cant buy you talent. and it sho didnt. cuz they're not that bomb.

nothing else too exciting. im hecka tired. only did like 3 of my terms. bump that. ima copy em in tha morning. and write em all hecka fast and not that neat so mr. steussy wont really try to read em and jus give me the credit. yump. we got a test too that i know ima fail. and i didnt read for english for the SECOND time. also, i wasnt at school on monday cuz i was sick (still am) but i had maret sign me up for IB orals and ms enochs thinks i ditched cuz she doesnt know maret signed me up. milka was like, ms enochs said i somehow showed up to sign myself up, then i didnt go to class. i was like, she apparantly doesnt know me too well because I DONT DITCH.

anyways. im with maret. i blame myspace for me not doing my homework. that thing is so addictive. ima bout to go hit that up right now matter of fact. any of yall got it, my name on there is "aaliyah alazay" so search for me and add me k? aiight then. holla front. gone

o yeh. i dont have a prom date no more. time to make a plan B.

back again!! today was a good day. uhm...first i found out that i have a 88% in bio but i turned in my re-edited version of my planned lab and so that should bump me up to an A. then i went to math and i got 115/115 on my last math test. so im still at an 100% in that class. then at lunch i had a salad cuz im tryin to eat healthy. i joined a gym last week and the guy said if you join a gym but still eat bad it defeats the purpose of joining the gym. so for breakfast i had a banana, and lunch i had a salad. yay me!!!

then in fourth mme cordova is giving CAHSEE testing so we had a sub in the library. it was mr. avila again. this is my third time having him. history, bio, french. but i was talking to him and he's real good people. it was cool talking to someone older and getting a different perspective on things and just talking. i was talkin to amber bout how i like to read and he recommended me these books and he's gonna bring one by 2morrow for me to borrow, and then two more after spring break. so yump

and then there's JORDAN. man o man. that's bout to b my man. je just dont know it. but gots to go. holla front.